The background is another big chapter I need to summarize. The outcome was $34,000 in cash and PTSD from work related bullying and racism.
All of this led me to finally raise this matter to the Human Rights Commission as Wellington H2O was not looking after me. It was quite the contrary.
They were actively finding ways to minimize me and forcing me to quit, which I had to, as anyone with some sense of self-respect would. I could not do it earlier because of the pandemic's effect on the job market and I was also unable to leave the country to travel home. It was the first time I experienced what slavery must have felt like, though I am pretty sure that was much worse, as it came with physical beating as well as psychological humiliation.
The investigation was also intended to put me under duress, under threat. It serves in itself as evidence of a biased and unfair work environment. It had the clear purpose of intimidating me, humiliating me, creating stress to pressure me to quit and it had a predetermined outcome against me from the start. It is never a fair process in New Zealand.
It excluded all the statements by others that were in my favour and only used the ones against me. I learned the term "kangaroo court" from this investigation. They spent great effort and money in trying to force me out while still wanting my advice and my work for them to take credit.
This has happened to other foreign employees where they have tried to get their passwords and access their work using IT staff, for others to take over their work. It is all shameless piracy, dodgy behaviour.
The code of conduct did not apply the same to everyone in the organization.There is inequality, plain and simple.
When I initially complained about bullying by Elena Chang a year ago, I was told by Marc Kirvig and Tania Haskin to try to resolve it over coffee.
No investigation was ever conducted about her behaviour. After several months, when I raised a formal complaint about the persistent behaviour and discrimination, a lawyer was hired by Wellington H2O who insisted on interviewing me first, even though I was also interviewed first during the investigation against me.
I was told by the ERA that this lawyer was providing me false information about New Zealand employment law. I called the Ombudsman office who referred me to the Human Rights Commission back then.
I had to withdraw this investigation later, as I was advised by a lawyer that it looked like it would be used against me too, and not as an impartial unbiased process.
My father was in the hospital at the time, and I told them about it. He was in intensive care. We were locked down because of a pandemic. They simply did not care. I was emotionally vulnerable and the situation was used to further harass me. That is the kind of people kiwis are. Not all, but many. I even kept getting calls from HR and their lawyer on a particularly difficult day when I was talking to doctors and my brothers about my father's delicate health situation. Very inconsiderate. No sense of fairness.They can say whatever they want. This is a true story. It did happen to me. I bear witness. I was alone, no family or close friends, they simply don't give a shit.
As always when there is a biased environment it comes from the top. Mike Woodhead has resigned recently and I have known he would do this for 2 months. A recruiter friend of his who I met for coffee, said Mike shared my same opinion about Wellington H2O's processes and project management. Mike was not as vocal as I was about it. Ben later criticized my management style but also wanted to know more about it during his last PDP. That is cowardly and insulting but perhaps it was also to extract information useful to himself. I was even criticized by him for being too focused on delivering projects on time as if it was a bad thing!!! It was simply crazy. Whatever he could use to minimize me he would use it and would not recognize any of my accomplishments.
There was an article written by customers about my help in solving their flooding problem. All praises, really nice. They told me they wanted to write it as a thank you. Ben said absolutely nothing to me when it was published. No congratulations. He was jealous and wanted to ostracize me. Make me feel unappreciated. My punishment for me complaining about disrespect and him taking credit for my work. Honestly, very few people. He was actually quite short indeed.
This would have probably cost me at least $100k in legal fees by now. Makes me wonder about the fate of those poor souls who are not as lucky as I am to have such friends, how would they cope when attacked by lawyers hired by the same employer to harass and create a false case, but who should be protecting the emotional wellbeing of employees.
I also had to get support from EAP, and from a local counseling person, Caroline, who encouraged my decision to come here, as she was horrified to hear my story, but equally inspired by my strength to endure it for so long. She has seen others in my situation crumble and undergone severe trauma, depression, anger, unable to get up to go to work without medication, even suicidal. For a fucking government job in public utilities!
These are the effects on people after having lived through unfair, unequal and biased treatment. I won't let that happen to me. If that was the outcome sought from all this, f*ck them.
I want to point out that it is a terrible thing to do to any human being. I was sent a harassing email by Ben Aguas during the first days of Level 4 lockdown, for which I had to ask Julia to intervene. He got used to sending such emails after this investigation was completed against me because he knew I couldn't reply due to a written warning against me and only me were reprimanded even after his own biased statement.
I raised these issues of bullying and discrimination early on and nothing was done, or whatever was done was mostly against me, to undermine me, reduce my role and criticize me. One of my lawyer friends said to me "how much more disadvantage are you willing to accept there?". A lot. I wasn't willing. I had no choice.
If I applied to the Wellington H2O Cost Estimating Manual, then that year's pay should be 2.24 years pay, based on the high risks that I am taking right now.
They felt it was Ok to block me from presenting my work of a year as Project Manager and allowing others to take the credit by presenting it as their own. This is a common practice at Wellington H2O and it is extremely unprofessional, bullish and creates a terrible work environment. Ben supported this because he was already biased against me.
He called me into a meeting after a very calculated email he sent to cause a reaction on me, and Tonia was there at the meeting "to support Ben" in her own words. Not to support me, the one being disadvantaged by Elena's actions. I think the behaviour are shameful and worthy of a larger investigation company wide, also an audit of the accounting and their inflated cost estimates.
I am relieved to have been able to tell my story here at the Human Rights Commission.
I can go on, but it is really not worth one more second of my time. All this time spent by Wellington H2O harassing me, investigating me and discriminating, should have really been spent on fixing more pipes for the entire Wellington region...a job I was often blocked from doing.
Wellington H2O denial:
Julia doesn't believe this is a race issue. She is white. She is HR.She believes it is more about culture as a government entity vs private sector.
She denied that it was to get rid of me. Shift in behaviour is what they wanted. She said an investigation is something they do from time to time. Denied my claim.
PDP discussion:
Tania said Ben has acknowledged me but he gave me the worst reviews in PDP.
Ben doesnt think he is biased. He is not a dumb person. Of course he won't admit it, but he treated all people of colour and different nationalities much worse than he treated the white Australian female in the time. That was obvious.
OUTCOME of HRC mediation ruling: $34,000 compensation paid within 10 days, a letter of reference, no disparaging comments against me, which they violated. There were even rumors, and this was supposed to be confidential. It never is in New Zealand. I walked out with $34k in my pocket, but I'd much rather never had endured this and learned this dark and very sad truth about New Zealand.